Lost my photographs

I had this stupid spyware problem with my laptop and sometimes I thought someone else was using my system rather me being online too. I never even let my sister touch my precious laptop. I had too many secrets hidden inside.LOL. So I just wanted to format it and my friend, Ram, formatted the D drive by mistake and now its all gone. My movies, music, songs, software, pictures, games and all my stuffs are lost just like that. I should have kept a back up but I dint mean to take the whole system. I miss my precious photos. Al my relatives, family, friends and all sort of picture were always giving me a way to smile just by looking at it. I miss it and I blame on me. Here I’m stil upset about what has happened and trying to take everything as it comes.