Lost a good friend forever.....

I've lost that close friend again with whom I can never get back. I cannot face him anymore but I still miss him. He was a true friend, the one whom you can never find these days. I lost him for reasons which can never be explained. All I wanted was him to be happy.. I did stupid things for that. I hate myself for saying or doing those things. My friend cannot be replaced. All that left of me is the remains of our happy memories together. We can never have those things anymore. Life is too painful but I'm learning to TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES. Its worth crying for some reasons and he is one of them. I've learned to learn from my mistakes. Here I'm trying to learn again. Please god, don't give me anymore people who will leave after everything gets uptight and personal. Its his life and his decision but my tears. Lost him and its forever....???

PS: I hope it not forever.

Empty Space

Living in an empty place
A place of boundless space
With an invisible corners of chaos
It's choking you to death

Living in an empty place
A place of a deafening silence
With the echos of your soul screaming
Impairing your hearing system

Making you feel the pain
Slowly it's tearing your life apart
And giving you unbearable numbness
Like a knife cutting out your heart

Living in an empty place
Why can't find a new way to start?
Too much space where to build a dream
Without someone you found nowhere to fit in

I miss you, Praveen...

The one my heart and soul confided in
The one I felt the safest with
The one who knew just what to say
To make me laugh again

And let the light back in
I miss my friend

I miss the colors that you brought into my life
Your golden smile, those eyes
I miss your gentle voice
In lonely times like now
Sayin' it'll be alright
I miss my friend

I miss those times
I miss those days
I even miss our silly fights
The makin up, the talks
And those canteen walks
I miss my friend

I miss my friend
I miss my friend

Mood of the day !!