2009- the year which passed with everything

I was too lazy to start writing what happened in my 2009 but I had a few of my friends who wanted me to write about it. Thank you guys for making me write “SOMETHING” again. Nowadays, I’m too lazy. Life is too boring. All I do is sit around playing Farmville, Cafe world, Happy aquarium and Pet ville. It took up all my precious blogging time. After some nice advice from a few friends( including bloggers) I’ve given up Farmville.. Will do the others to while I get going with other much more important stuff. Enough of my ranting about the present.. lets talk about 2009, the year which had everything.

The beginning was as cool as it will get with all my friends getting close and personal. We had the most funniest and most depressing moments this year. I understood the true meaning of betrayal by a best friend. I cried my wits out but it has to go on and I had others things to worry about. 2009, was tough. Too many friendships were lost and a very few I gained. My sister had also had a tough time getting VISA for her higher education in UK. Learnt a lot people tried to stop that happening. So many huddles and cries, finally, she landed there with no trouble. At least, that's what we thought but she also had some trouble. Thank God, my brother also lives in Leeds to take care of her. People are sometimes so rude and selfish. They do anything to have their life more pleasurable.

A lot of happy things also happened like the time I wrote my first OPEN BOOK exams which was awesome but tiring since we had to write from our laptop and stuff. The final part of the year was okay, I just got lucky to have such wonderful family who stand by my side at any cost. The part where I thought were I would lose my best friends was finally gotten over . Alas, true friendship triumphs… Last but not the least, I got a whole lot of friends and well wishers through blogging.. I’m grateful to all of them for their support and care. Blogging has become a very integral part of my life and I love doing it. Learning new things everyday. Accepting failure as well as success. I feel that every year has its own way of teaching us the most important things in life. Not to forget that we age every year. It is a pleasant living the life as it comes.. That me.. Take life as it comes…. Still going strong in 2010

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I know this one was going far too long but i have so many people in class.. Now if i change to smaller paragraph it wouldn’t be fair on my part to leave out my other classmates..

Roll.No:27 Prasanna Venkatesh: He is a friend who would stick with you no matter what. I share a lot of things with him vice versa. He is very afraid to make CONFERENCE call to anybody. Prasanna has a mannerism to keep clapping his hands, when he is taking or making a presentation. We share a special friendship!! He hates people who ignore him. He gets very angry when people think ill about him and is likely to take revenge on them. He is cool and sensitive!! He has a new yamaha bike which is like his first love next would be Ramya. 

Roll No:28 Ramachandran: Avan nadipan. Ram is the most dynamic and smart guy in class. He acts as if he is goodie goodie but is a natural trouble maker. He has the aspirations to do something for the country. Sometimes he is one of the best in class and other times, the worst. He doesn’t talk a lot but he knows a lot. Ramachandran is a funny and sincere student who loves the country and very proud to be an Indian..

Roll. No: 29 never existed too!!

Roll.No:30 Raj Murugan: He has recently changed his name to RIthish murugan. Some sort of numerology stuff. He is too funny and we used to hang around a lot when he was still in college.. now that he left I have no clue..

Roll no:31 Ronak: Actually a great person to be but the attitude of I-know-everything-and-you-know-nothing sucks.. If you know everything then you should try to inculcate it in others too… thats the basic truth we all live for. I know its a competitive world, yet some morals and values are still in existence. Yet I appreciate your work culture and way you put up with things. You have a great sense of creativity and you will definitely make a good Event Manager..

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Note: Hey guys, this is not to hurt anyone.. but something i felt I should do. I love doing it .. please don’t take me the wrong way. From here, things will get real personal.

Roll No:21 and Roll No: 22 Not sure if they exist in college..and if they do, I’ll edit this one..

Roll No:23 Nirandhari She is math genius who loves to play with numbers.. She is more an engineer than a MBA. I feel that she lacks the confidence in her. She is rather very sweet if you get to know her personally. She is mostly influenced by people who are close to her. She is prone to get angry fast without any reason. BTW, she is the roommate of the before mentioned “PRIYANKA” in this post. They are real good friends who like to be with each other. People feel that those two are inseparable but I'm damn sure that they will go on their own ways once the course is over. Guys wanna bet??

Roll No: 24 Praveen Chandar : (with a tear in my eye) He is one the best friend who will do anything for a friend. You must have seen all my “Missing my friend” poems and post on this particular person. He was a Gem of a friend. People used to envy our friendship until something something…Personally, it was my fault about what had happened. I was such an idiot to lose such a wonderful friend who wanted to my friend eternally. My dear Praveen is the sweetest of all the guys in class. He is a good friend, a funny and caring guy. I just hope that everything I said doesn’t happen and he lives happily ever after without seeing me after college days.

PS: To Praveen, I’m not as bad as you think I am. What I did was wrong but I just hated to see you cry. You are like my little bro so you mean a lot to me now and forever!!! :) and never hesitate to come back to me, because I’m waiting to be with you again. Love you lots and missing you very badly.

Roll No:25 Nishanth The margazhi dog. Lol. Just kidding. He is the silent killer. The master blaster of our class. Exceptionally talented and intelligent to the core. Main aim in life: to get married to a girl with all the riches. Well, and he sort of achieved it also by going on with my class” TRISHA” (lol) Akila. Quite a businessman and also known to steal ideas from others. Not a hard worker, but a smart one. He knows what he wants in life and he also knows how to get it the smart way. I am very honoured and proud to have such a beloved friend, who stands up for friendship. I really like his guts and I also know a little secret about you which is never mentioned in public. Guys, Wanna know??? Ask him yourself.

Roll No: 26 Winya I present to you the “BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL” Winya. She is hot some times and not so hot the other times. Lol. The greatest person in class who knows how to handle things the right way. Winya is a real fashion freak who loves clothes, footwear and other accessories. One of the boldest girls in class and stands up for right things only. She is awesome and sweet. Gets teased by all the guys in class for various reasons which have least effected her in anyways. Good Public Speaker and has a lot of common sense with which she oozes us all. I hate the way she speaks Tamil even though she is from down south herself.

To be continued…

PS: Guys, I have my exams starting from the fourth of November. I’ll try to read up the posts and keep you updated about my first blogovesary.

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Roll No:16 Pradap Kumar: He is like this big boy of class. He remodels bikes and cars and loves it. He changed his pulsar into something totally crazy and funky which looks gr8 to me atleast. He is one of those hostel guys and comes to college once or twice a week. Most of the time, these guys are boozed or sleeping! Every night is PARTY night there. I kinda feel jealous about it. Pradap is from kovai and is very proud about it. He looks silent and quite but in reality, he is a terror. He once lost his phone and was very upset about it because he had that phone for more than 3 years. Some sort of girl friend sentiment, I guess. Lol. Rowdy Pradap

Roll No:17 Shiva: Ah… Shiva. He is like this one crazy guy whose leg is pulled by all the guys and girls in class. He comes up with some of the mokkaiest of statements in the history of mokkais. The best part is that he never is afraid about anybody. He lives in hostel too. The only guy, who doesn’t drink or smoke among them. He is honest, sincere and very passionate about this course. He is a sweet heart. I talk a lot to him and we help a lot during exams and studies and stuff. One guy who liked my blog and wanted to start one for himself after seeing mine.(:P). Shiva, you are the one of the craziest friend I ever had and will always be there.. Thanks again for your friendship.

Roll No:18 Marudhu Pandian: Future Finance Minister!!! Well, may be, you never know. Actually, his father is a hard core politician so since Marudhu has done Finance, he would want to be the next FM. And also he is planning to start up a new institute for MBA called MIPM(Marudhu’s Institute of Planning and Management). He is a macho man!! Looks like a army guy and but not so rough n tough. He was in love with a girl but they broke up, but he still loves her. He called himself “ BIG BABY” Hope you understand what it mean.. Still a baby in a grown body.

Roll No: 19 Ajith Bohra: He is a male chauvinist. He acts as if girls are meant to be under his feet. I really don’t care about what he thinks and perceives about girls and if he is such a thing, I don’t give a damn about it either. You hardly see him in class. Doesn’t really respect girls and also thinks that we are meant for only carrying babies and cook for men. Such kinda guys are just not worth talking about.

Roll No: 20 Neelam : She is a short girl. Very cute and loves to wear long tops. She is engaged already. Can’t wait to get married next year. Whenever she does presentation, its hard to see her stand because the podium is bigger than her, so she gets teased a lot by the guys for that but still doesn’t care about it. She does all her on time and is good at studies. She is a doll and pretty cool to have her as a friend.. You can count on her and she is always ready to help you whenever needed.

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Roll No:7 Fadil: Referred as fidil or lots of others things which I dont want to mention. Thats because I said no bias. lol. Fadil is a great guy!! He is quite and sweet. He is sort of like a loner in class. Nobody pays attention to him but that guy has some serious thought process and knows what he does. He gets irritated by most of my classmates but don’t really care about it. The attitude I like in him. I think he should be more attentive and more punctual in class( who talking about that!!)
Roll No 8 and 9 have also left class and joined the other section.
Roll No: 10 Hariharan Nothing much to write.. I don't know what to say...
Roll No:11 left the building. Its stupid this college doesn’t remove them and replace the roll numbers below…
Roll No:12 Jagdev Small boy. hardly seen in class or college. appears once in a while like the rains in Chennai. Nothing much to say but he has a lot of talent at that very young age..
Roll No:13 Jayesh According to me, he is the only one who is and acts like an MBA in class. Jayesh is well composed and good in things that he does. He is like this only intelligent guy in class who asks sensible questions which are accepted by the faculty. He is a hard core banker and atleast knows where he wants to be in his life( unlike like others with no sense of responsibility). Good guy, easy-going and I love your smile. So keep smiling which is the best thing about you!! :)
Roll no:14: left the building!!
Roll No: 15 Mukesh : He never attends class except for test so nothing much about him from my side, may be the guys would know something!!!

Realising the value of friendship

During these days, I get into a lot of trouble in college. Yes. The thing is I do things impulsively which results in something else which was not meant to happen. I'm getting back to be very naughty. I usually tease and get teased... A Lot. Basically, I do it for the fun of it but I make sure that nothing serious happens or I don't go beyond my limits. I know the feeling of other people and try my level best not to hurt them. Not all of us are alike. We are a unique piece of art created by god for some purpose in life. So many difference, yet, we are all here for doing something. Having a meaning for every minute of our life.

Same goes to friends and our other relationship with people. Life isn't always having the good people. Life is all about being what we are and how we manage ourselves. Like I always say, " WE LEARN FROM MISTAKES." I'm not saying that I'm a good person neither a bad person. Qualities I think good, may not be the same for others. These are not the common qualities. I'm talking about qualities like friendship, understanding, etc. What am I trying to convey through all these things?? ( i really dono at the moment.. but lets hope I get what I'm trying to say)

Today, like I was saying, I was teasing an OLD friend of mine which was not a good thing. She got angry and pissed off. I try to handle things on my own without other people involving themselves into the case unlike she did the opposite. She involved her so-called BF into the issue and this became a big issue as the guy came and talked to me about it. He is also a very good friends of mine and I said I did it for the sake of fun . It hurt her that badly, I'm ready to apologize and accept my mistake, but she cried out loud and made a big scene. I got very angry(I hate myself angry) and teased her more which was not suppose to happen but I did it. So I left college abruptly without any solution. So I was not quite happy with what I did and called up the BF to apologize about and I realize that something he told me over the conversation was very important for life as friendship. He said that even if a friend was committing a crime against you, you would have to forgive him/her and get back to what you were before the "so- called- fight." Of course, I dint accept it in the first place. I argued with him about it for quite sometimes and things he told really made sense. There are only a few minor differences between Love and Friendship and fights like these just should not ruin the friendship because like he said, we never expect anything from a friendship just unlimited love and joy. Thats why we have friends, isn't it?? Give me your comments and suggestions on this one.

My awards to my fellow bloggers

As you all know, I've received my first blogger award and I thought, now its time to give away some to people who really deserve it.

The first one goes to Raji.

You get the award for Star blogger. Because, as far I'm concern you rock n roll. Love your blog. and please display the awards on your blog!!

The next one goes to Bharathi . You are a great inspiration to a lot of people and for me too.
This one goes to the voice of a women or shall we call it the Soul of a women- Rane .
You are one of the blogs which I wait to read. Thank for blogging and writing.

Last but not the least this one goes to two people who I like always because they give a surprise package when it comes to writing a blog. This is going to Shankar and Kaka

Ps: This is not to ooze you guys to return what you do for me but I geniunely want to thank you for providing such wonderful thoughts and creative. All of you are my inspiration and motivations. This is to motivate you to write more. Love you all!! :) Thank you!! Cheers. Raji

Special Birthday to celebrate :)

This Post is exclusively dedicated to my friend Vinoth. Today, he is celebrating his 26th birthday!! ( Did I get that right ?) Yes, of course I know that you are older than me. LOL.

About him:

1. Makes me laugh till my stomach is about to fall off.

2. A true friend(genuinely)!!

3. Beautiful person with a lotsa good and little bad qualities.

4. Changed a lot for a person he loves truely and madly.

5. Stubborn to the core.

6. Kumar(his father) is so proud to have borne him.

7. Loves his family very much.

8. A vivid liar and makes other people think he was saying the truth. (liar, liar, pants on fire)

9. Never takes up anything easily and was utterly irresponsible and senseless some years ago..

10. Cute, funny and smart.

I'm proud to have you as a friend and you are very special to me which I know you know. Please stay like this. Never change even if you get married. LOL. Take care. At last, I forgot.

Happy birthday da.. You are something!! :):)

Moments to remember

You charmed me effortlessly

As you treat me in a friendly way

You made me happy unconsciously

Just by smiling back at me…



 You understand me inside and out

Believe in me without a doubt

You listen to me attentively

And carefully choose words to say…


 In return, what shall I give you?

Just tell me what you want me to do

Coz I don't have any idea to please you

I don't think simple thank you will do…



 You respect of my being innocent lady

Never had you laughed on my stupidity

And I could still feel your sincerity

As you explain to me the matter of reality…



You are somewhat special I shall never forget

Coz you gave me all the care I could get

You gave me something to remember

Such good memories I'll cherish forever....

Feeling!!!

Thiru Thiru Thuru Thuru

A cute title and I'm looking forward to this movie from a young women Director.

Small Info about this movie:

SATYAM CINEMAS and REAL IMAGE MEDIA TECHNOLOGIES together present a fun romantic comedy THIRU THIRU THURU THURU (T4), starring AJMAL and RUPA along with MOULI.

The movie is directed by NANDHINI JS, who is a gold medallist from FTIT and winner of State award for best director for her short film OTTAM.

The film has been shot by cinematographer SUDHIR K.CHAUDHARY, again a gold medallist from FTIT and associate of ace cinematographer ASHOK MEHTA (I.S.C) .

The Music of the film has been composed by MANI SHARMA, who needs no introduction and the film has four peppy numbers and a theme track.

MS SURIYA who worked in Kannaamoochi Enada and working on Aanandham Aarambham is the editor for TTTT.

Art Director DRK KIRAN has given simple but amazing setups for the scenes and the songs.

SARAVANARAJAN has choreographed the dance numbers for three main songs and SHANTI for one special song.

LALITHANAND has written beautiful lyrics for three songs and the main theme... YUGABHARATHY has written one special song...

T4 has been shot on Red One camera, and will be post produced in 4 K resolution. T4 will be the FIRST INDIAN END-TO-END DIGITAL FILM.

G. BALAJI has provided his services as the D.A.M (Digital Asset Manager) and Red Technician and the film has been digitally color graded on Digital Visions Film Master by A. VENKATAKRISHNA.

T4, now in post production is slated to release this September and promises to take the audience on Roller Coaster of Fun and Romance.

Manasellam

This song is  dedicated to my friends whom I'm missing so much @ this second, minute and will miss forever. Especially to my friends in IIPM who were an important part of my life. Please come back to me guys. I cannot see us separated. Take to me back please. I love you all very much. So much of hatred has affected me personally. I'm getting to sad, angry and depressed. Negative feelings are surrounding me and its gives me a headache. Please for heavens sake, just four to six months of college and then we won't even have time to see or talk to each other but you will always stay in my heart.

To wonderful people called friends....

You my friend 
You don't always show it,  
but I know that you care. 


You My friend  
If I'd ever need you,  
I know you'd be there. 
You I'm glad you're my friend.  
Your smile makes me smile.  
Your pain makes me hurt. 


You My friend  
I want you to know: 
If you need me--I'm there. 
make you happy, make you laugh.


You My friend  
Sometimes you make me mad, 
but I can't stay mad.


You My friend  
Sometimes I want to get away from you.  
And sometimes there's nothing I want more than: 
to talk to you, to tell you about my day,  
to hear about yours, to laugh with you,  
to tease you, to share an inside joke, 
that no one else would get,  
to argue with you,  
but know we're just kidding..


You My friend 
Do you remember the time when...? 
There are so many times.


You My friend 
Don't ever lose the wonderful person you are.  
Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay you.


You My friend  
I'll never stop being your friend. 
Don't ever stop being mine.


You My friend 
Just wanted to tell you: 
I care.  


Author : Unknown


Dedicating this wonderful piece of poem which I found on the Internet to all those wonderful people whose made me feel special atleast for a minute with your time and friendship.Thank you. First time I saw it about two weeks ago, I wanted to put this up on my blog for friendships day. This poem means so much to me as well as relate to everybody on your life. Friends come and go but friendship never ends. Stays in your memories as good times always. You may even wonder sometimes that you are alone all the time, but somewhere,  a friend would be thinking about you. I know we don't have the time and space to keep in touch. Even Birthday's are not to be remembered because we get reminders from Facebook or Orkut but keeping those simple yet special things in mind makes a lot more difference. I love my friends- past, present and future. I may not mean anything to anyone but every single friend of mine means something to me no matter what. I can remember mostly only good times with them rather than the bad ones. Time heals pain but it could be overcome more quickly with good friends. I believe that and I would always keep believe in it for as long as I live.


 Hurray, Its friendships day. What are you waiting for ?? Get out there and have a blast and tell me all about that good friend you spent you time with.. A toast to friendship. Happy friendships day people..

Empty Space

Living in an empty place
A place of boundless space
With an invisible corners of chaos
It's choking you to death

Living in an empty place
A place of a deafening silence
With the echos of your soul screaming
Impairing your hearing system

Making you feel the pain
Slowly it's tearing your life apart
And giving you unbearable numbness
Like a knife cutting out your heart

Living in an empty place
Why can't find a new way to start?
Too much space where to build a dream
Without someone you found nowhere to fit in

Mood of the day !!

I miss you friend!!!

I  would like to share the on-going process of fight between two so- called best friends( atleast that's what I thought). I've not left with any close friends at this moment( Ram and Prasanna, excuse me!! You pple are still good friends to me but I just had so much of affection on him). I even consider him (Mr.P) as my closest friend.

Since college started, I've met up with a lota people but only a few have become that close to me by heart. Literally, to my heart. I just cannot bare the fact that he is ignoring me for the fact that i was just listening to a conversation which was happening between two people. I was already betrayed by my so- called best friends about a few months ago. I think I just dont have the fate to be with good people. One minute, there, I felt I was missing the best phase of my life. I'm seriously pissed off. I'm not myself. I don't smile, eat properly. Cannot even look at HIM these days. I miss you, P. Please talk to me. I feel that someone else have replaced me in the place with was so special for me in your heart. I don't want to come to college anymore or even look @ other people. All I want is to be with you. I don't want this issue to spilt us. I've already missed so many good people and dont want it to happen with you too. I begged you to talk back to me. Atleast tell me what do you expect of me..I've asked any friend this question. All I want to tell you is that everybody cannot be you.Please try to keep your differences away when it comes to friends.. Life can never be the same if we guys are not back together..

Please come back n taalk to me.. miss you very badly..understand me pa..

Love Crisis... Attention everyone

Everything happens for a reason. My friend is undergoing a crisis in his love life. He thinks that this girl, whom he fell in love was a angel straight from heaven, but lately I found out that it wasn't so. I think the girl is not that much perfect as compared to him. I have the proof for it and I've also heard it from a very reliable source.. So I need to tell him that she isn't so perfect. I just cannot bare the fact that he is wasting his tears for nothing at all. My dear friend is the gem of all the guys, I have seen before. She is what you call a B***H.

I just cannot open my mouth to tell him. If I do it openly, I'm definitely going to lose my friendship with him and if I don't, I think its like me not being truthful to him. I think he deserves a much better girl who will love him very much. He is a great guy and kind-hearted friend, but at a crisis time like this, no one will ever want to hear bad things about this gf. Well here goes my mind, "Tell it---- no, don't tell it. But you have to do it for his sake. He would hate me for doing this. Oh god, please help me save my friend."

Guys gimme suggestion so as to I could tell him about it?? Please..

My very first poem...

You must have all read a lot of poems written by me, but this one is a special one. I wrote this one when I was leaving school and I was going to miss my friends. We all had such mixed feelings those days. Now here after 5 years of completion from school. I found this piece of poem hidden somewhere in my memory lane.
This is again dedicated to them(my school friends) who are not so much in touch with each other but I know we always stay in touch through memories.Even though we would all want to go back to our care-free school life, its not going to happen. So atleast this is to remind myself and tell the world I still remember them.
For the love of my friends:

Good -bye

Wipe your tears
And dry your eyes
Life seems so unfair
I hate saying goodbye

You'll develop a life without me
Which will help pass the time
But no matter how busy we are
We'll still be in each other's mind

All the happy memories
We've shared together
They are unforgettable
And will stay with me forever

A new life
Along new people awaits you
New experiences
And new friends, too.

So wipe your tears
And dry your eyes
Then, maybe it won't be so hard
To say good-bye!!!

The only one...

The only one i think about,
The only one I dream about,
The only one who makes me smile,
The only one who makes life worth while,
The only one to bring me joy,
The only one I'm ever thinking of,
The only one I've ever known,
The only one who will save my soul,
The only one to keep me sane,
The only one I'm reminded of,
The only one I'll spend my life with,
The only one who is perfect for me,
The only one I wish to see,
The only one I'll ever love,
The only one is you,
My love.

Pichavaram- Chidambaram

Last week, my friend and classmate, Akila invited us for her sister's marriage in Chidambaram. There were about 12 of us who wanted to go for this wedding. We were all set. Last Saturday about 8pm, the journey started. There were about 10 guys and two girls(me and viji). The guys, as usual, wanted to booze. Even with a lot of opposition from our side(the non-drinkers), they had their share for fun. I never realized that these people drinking would give us our share of fun which we never expected to get. They were full tight and they were all talking non sense. Of course, none of them went over limits. But the fun began when we asked them to talk about their inner most darkest secrets. You should have heard their English. The Britishers would have killed themselves for having such a language. Just one example," You Ace Hole( American accent), Don't talk in running in the van." Hilarious(ROT FL). The tone, which they spoke was unbelievable. We also recorded these things and had a wonderful trip to Chidambaram. Since we went late @ the night, my friend akila had to wake her dad up to get the rooms arranged for us. Till that time, these guys were sleeping on the road with beggars besides them. It was super-dooper fun @ 3am. These people are some of the richest guys in Chennai and they did not know what was happening around them.

The girls were given separate rooms near the mandapam. We rested for 3 hrs and then went for the wedding. Stayed there for about an hour or so and left for temple. The temple was a good place to be for peace and quite. Then it was time we left for Pichavaram. It was beautiful place. Full of water... It was something like backwaters of kerala.. I hope you guys would get a change to visit it. It comes in my list of 1000 places to visit before you die. Then it was time for us to go to Murugesh's house for lunch. Good people and village  food. My dear Brahmin friend Prasanna ate chicken as much as possible, as if there was never a tomorrow. Murugesh's family was a joint one which is hardly possible to be seen in Chennai. Me, being lived in one, dint
want to leave that house because I just loved his sisters and their hospitality. I wish I was married to such good family. Then, finally we had to leave chidambaram as we had to head back to Chennai for Monday's classes in college.It was one of the most memorable trip which I had in my college times and will always treasure it. Here are some more pictures from my memories.